Rant

I've made plans, I've thought about the future. Things always end up changing; plans never stay the same. I think most of my changing plans have to do with money, which is irritating.

When you cannot higher your education or travel home for the holidays because of money...irritating. Money ruins everything, some would argue it fixes everything but without an unending supply it will eventually ruin you. We just get so used to having things that money can provide, we've forgotten how to live without it. ( though these days its almost impossible to live without.)

Blah.

Lust is a very powerful thing. It betrays us. It kills you a little inside.
Why do we need to be needed?
We convince ourselves that just because someone can stand our company for more than a day, we are somehow different or special. Your not; Not to them. Your just another sucker; Another check off their list. You are too good for that.
You are special and someday someone will recognise that. Until then, suck it up.
Sometimes lust is overwhelming; it allows compromise, and the cycle starts over again.
It is at times, to much for your mind to handle. You need to completely separate yourself from it. Don't lie, it stings a little. This is why you don't get involved.

Society.

Reality t.v. shows point out our faults as a society. We don't know how to build relationships with out stabbing people in the back; we would rather watch someone else do adventurous things while we just sit around and make plans that will never be fulfilled because we are to busy with others reality to live in our own.

Texting is ruining our ability to communicate with each other. Texting allos us to have constant communication, yet destroys our ability to have real relations; it makes us bold, yet... very awkward.

People are so worried about looking "right" or saying the "right" things. We've lost sight of what it means to be an individual. Everyone tries so hard to be "unique" that we are actually failing miserably.