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Lust is a very powerful thing. It betrays us. It kills you a little inside.
Why do we need to be needed?
We convince ourselves that just because someone can stand our company for more than a day, we are somehow different or special. Your not; Not to them. Your just another sucker; Another check off their list. You are too good for that.
You are special and someday someone will recognise that. Until then, suck it up.
Sometimes lust is overwhelming; it allows compromise, and the cycle starts over again.
It is at times, to much for your mind to handle. You need to completely separate yourself from it. Don't lie, it stings a little. This is why you don't get involved.